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Downward Spiral
02:30
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Negative Affirmations...
05:56
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Have you ever thought that no one cares about you?
That you're just another hopeless piece of shit?
Have you ever thought that this life isn't worth anything?
Have you ever thought that your sick circle of "friends"
won't notice if you've vanished?
Have you ever thought of leaving all your pain and misery behind?
Have you ever thought that you're not worth anyone's time?
Have you ever thought you'd be better off dead?
It's all true.
You're just as pitiful as everyone else in this world!
The ones you believe hold you dear
will fade from your miserable life,
and you will be alone like you deserve!
Existence is of no importance,
and it only gets worse from here!
The desolation you feel will always follow you,
so you might as well end it all!
Kill yourself, you insignificant fuck, kill yourself...
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In the blackest days and nights of life
I will be there to feel your pain and suffering
To know your thoughts and feelings
of the life you lived and ruined...
I know how hard it is
to exist in this world
filled with hate and torment
I'll help you leave it behind...
I will break the chains
I will help you escape
I will set you free
I will provide the cure...
With a bullet through your head
or a rope around your neck
I will help you forget
the life you lived and ruined...
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4. |
Winds of Solitude
01:49
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5. |
Everything Wrong
05:33
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Mirrors;
reflections of despondent disease
projecting your contempt of being
Malice stares back into your eyes
and nihilistic consciousness sets in:
Monotonous is the vicious cycle of life:
Held against our will, forced to suffer
And in this endless pain
we don't realize
that we are destruction
We are the downfall
We are everything wrong with the world
We live to spread hate and corruption
When all is destroyed, there will finally be peace
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6. |
Happy New Fear
05:54
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It's almost midnight
I lay alone in the darkness,
regretting my existence
as I always have
Listening to their cheers
and hearing screams of agony
Their fireworks are gunshots
Total carnage in the streets
As the time flies by,
I realize the errors of my ways;
unchangeable, set in stone,
forever unforgiven...
Far away, I hear the church bells ring
The clock strikes twelve - a new year!
And with the arrival of this next chapter,
I am left hopelessly destroyed...
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7. |
Pathogen
07:48
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Here we are again, you miserable whore
I thought you kept me sane,
but you only laughed at my pain
And now we're reaching the end
As you're standing still in the frostbitten streets
I see your noxious breath
It freezes everything it touches
and leaves a veil of animosity in the air
You're leaving
I want you to leave
for causing my life to crumble
and bringing nothing but dejection
You're dead to all...
I've said my good riddances
and I've cast you out forever
But yet you continue to infect me
with the pathogen of your hatred...
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8. |
Molded into a Monster
04:30
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Tears rolling down my cheek
Blood dripping from my wrists
Twisted thoughts rushing through my head like a raging storm
Forced to push onward through this perverse life
Charred by its corruptive flames
In time, I've accepted the bitter truth
I know now what I've become
I've been molded into a monster
I've become the rest of the scum on this earth
Falling gracefully into the abyss of my self-loathing
Sickness has possessed me
Misery is my only friend
I cherish every punch I take,
thinking I can live a bit longer
But one day, it will happen...
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Internal Darkness New Jersey
Depressive Black Metal from New Jersey, USA. Formed in 2016 as Fading Existence by Irritum under the pseudonym Krait.
Rebranded in September 2017.
For fans of Intig, Hypothermia, Xasthur, Silencer, and Psychonaut 4.
Internal Darkness is:
Irritum - Everything
... more
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