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Fading Existence and Covers 2017​-​2018

by Internal Darkness; Fading Existence

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(translated from Swedish) I feel like a living disaster constantly waiting Constantly waiting to explosively expand from an all to a nothing The wooded expanses surrounding me feel empty and bare molded from the bedrock's grasping cold So empty and cold in this eternally expanding void Like the hole I carry within me constantly waiting to finally implode
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Sliten, konsumerad och slocknad Ett hjärta svart, två väsande lungor En förtvinad livslust, öde och tyst Viljelös och uttorkad, fördärvad och multnad En blottad strupe, dansar med misären En skepnad, mer äcklad för var dag En blottad strupe, ett med misären En framtid så skinande svart
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White padded walls surrounding me Held down by brass restraints The shadow of claustrophobia stands over me like a cloud of noxious fumes No way out, no means of escape I feel my life gradually slipping from my twitching body as I'm forced to stare into blinding light "Why am I here? How am I the sick one?" I can relate to the screams of my fellow inmates on a deeper level Infected with false cures Mercilessly tormented It's through hours? Days? Years? of pain that I realize why I'm here There's no turning back There's no changing what I've done I'm doomed to confinement Trapped with straitjackets and suits of white for eternity...
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(translated from Swedish) Hands tied behind my back and lips sewn together At a swamp that nobody chose to see Surrounded by pictures from my past, Broken glass and emptiness, But there’s only one thing in my mind I reach out my hand Coldness and fear embrace me To eventually permeate everything at this mirror The running veins of thought Is this what we’re living for? This constant longing for your voice Why aren’t you answering? Smiling, I throw myself into infinity To be embraced by my destiny This water of possession becomes my tomb
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Every night I try to disintoxicate myself From this existence Lacerating ... It doesn’t matter if internally Or just my surface ... I lacerate... As everything becomes more pleasant Little by little that the blood awakes my limbs I understand my failure as a human being Created for dying … But not destined To comprehend life This melancholy that pervades my body An arcane mortal call In this perverse and cruel life Lacerate.. My only way to feel myself alive … Is to be dead
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A compilation of mostly unreleased material from spring 2017 to summer 2018. Tracks 6-8 were released on YouTube.

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released July 11, 2019

Tracks 1-5 recorded as Fading Existence under the pseudonym Krait.
Tracks 6-9 recorded as Internal Darkness.

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Internal Darkness New Jersey

Depressive Black Metal from New Jersey, USA. Formed in 2016 as Fading Existence by Irritum under the pseudonym Krait. Rebranded in September 2017.

For fans of Intig, Hypothermia, Xasthur, Silencer, and Psychonaut 4.

Internal Darkness is:
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