A Reflection Now Ruined...

from Raped Body, Raped Mind by Internal Darkness

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(...Let me die!)

A body broken from the horror it's been through
I stare at my reflection, horrified of what I've become
A reflection now ruined, unrecognizable, disgusting
You are etched into my mind,
forever haunting me with what you've done
Sleep, a long-lost remedy, unfamiliar to my senses
How can I think, when all I can think of is you?

Get out of my head!
Get off me!
Get off!!!

So helpless, so betrayed
How can I ever learn to trust again?
You've destroyed me, never to be repaired
The shattered fragments;
my image disfigured, distorted...

My innocence, my purity, is gone!
You ruined me!!!

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from Raped Body, Raped Mind, released September 2, 2019
Written and composed by Senvivaj.

Somehow, Senvivaj was exactly in tune with how I was feeling and what I was thinking. This is a track that I probably would have written myself, and it encapsulated my thoughts perfectly. ~Irritum

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Internal Darkness New Jersey

Depressive Black Metal from New Jersey, USA. Formed in 2016 as Fading Existence by Irritum under the pseudonym Krait. Rebranded in September 2017.

For fans of Intig, Hypothermia, Xasthur, Silencer, and Psychonaut 4.

Internal Darkness is:
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