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Genophobic Lamentation

from Raped Body, Raped Mind by Internal Darkness

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(You ruined me...)

Who am I?
I am not myself...

Staring into the mirror before me
The broken shell of a past self stares back,
recalling the time my life was irreversibly destroyed...

Submitting to your perverted charm, losing myself in your eyes
They unveiled my darkest secrets and shallow desires
Now your seductive gaze lacerates my soul...

Chills run down my spine as your fingers run down my body
Your mouth wraps around
Receptors are smothered by pain disguised as ecstasy
Paralyzed by this sensation that none dare to speak of
Subjected to horrors only seen behind closed doors
Genophobic thoughts begin to take over
Tears of dread and confusion begin to stream down my face and onto her pillow
as I refuse to believe what is happening...

I refuse to believe...

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Sedate me, pin me down
Suck me dry, force me inside
Fill me with childlike fear
as you fill yourself...

...and leave me wondering why!
Why did I let this happen?
Why did I allow your lips to mistreat me?
Why did I fall for your filthy lies?
What made me think everything would be okay?

Tightly closed eyes open again to reveal your true self:
Lustful, deceitful, deriving enjoyment from stealing the purity of the innocents,
gratifying the impulses of your twisted subconscious

Not even eternal slumber can kill these torturous flashbacks
The agony is forever burned into the darkest reaches of my mind
and will continue to follow me after inevitable suicide
I can never forget...
I will never forget...

...Never!

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from Raped Body, Raped Mind, released September 2, 2019
Written and composed by Irritum.

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Internal Darkness New Jersey

Depressive Black Metal from New Jersey, USA. Formed in 2016 as Fading Existence by Irritum under the pseudonym Krait. Rebranded in September 2017.

For fans of Intig, Hypothermia, Xasthur, Silencer, and Psychonaut 4.

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